Amish
Gathering the Threads
The Amish of Summer Grove #3
Cindy Woodsmall
WaterBrook
https://www.amazon.com/Gathering-Threads-Novel-Amish-Summer/dp/1601427034/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1501011109&a...
"Ben's wife died in a car accident two years earlier, sending him to self-medicating with booze. Esther is fighting demons of her own with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Both are emotionally wounded. Both have never sought after dreams."
'I did not want to hurt Mom by dredging up the memories. All I could think of was how much she loved me, to go through all that she did, so that she could keep me.'